FINALLY!!! after three attemps and a sacrifice to the universe here we have it


TALKS #37 - IT WAS SO GREAT

hello my dear possums,

it's finally done ... the kpp =D
and i do not listen to it again, i just leave you alone with it ... i hope everyone who's mentioned isn't mad with me after listening, and everyone who isn't mentioned isn't to mad with me ... and the sad thing about this podcast is that it reminded me how much i miss you all *sniffle* ... so here is what you get from making me all sentimental a bunch of lovesongs for some kelkians

I FUCKED UP!!!

supreme!!!! ... i am sorry i disappoint you this much, but i will not be able to upload a podcast today ... i could say the evil migraine i had yesterday melted my brain somehow ... but would that make you forgive me? ... i mean at least i tried ... maybe it is because i didn’t do a podcast in a while, maybe it is because i am pressuring me to much ... yes i know, you, yes YOU are pressuring me too, but trust me, i’m pressuring me more ... and that’s probably the reason, why i can’t upload the crap i produced yesterday ... i wasn’t focussed, a was drifting of, there is a horribly long pause where i totaly lost track ... no i will not edit that out ... i am editophobic!!!! see ... i get pantomimic herpes just by thinking of it ...

*sigh ... but i found out a few things about this kpp project ... it is unpossible to do it in just one sitting ... and the other good thing i found out by recording it, i think first i should do something about the people i met ... if i start with all the stories that happened, i get lost we say, i get from the branch to the twig ... i get lost, carried away ... i mean you know how i tell stories ;D ... anyway, i’ll sit down and do another one, tonight, i promise to try my best ... don’t be mad at me ... please *bambieyes

sad song of today: sorry
artist: feist
album: the reminder

i'm sorry
two words i always think
after you've gone
when i realize i was acting all wrong

so selfish
two words that could describe
oh actions of mine
when patience is in short supply

we don't need to say goodbye
we don't need to fight and cry
oh we, we could hold each other tight tonight

we're so helpless
we're slaves to our impulses
we're afraid of our emotions
and no one knows where the shore is
we're divided by the ocean
and the only thing i know is
that the answer isn't for us
no the answer isn't for us

i'm sorry
two words i always think
oh after you've gone
when i realize i was acting all wrong

we don't need to say goodbye
we don't need to fight and cry
we, we could hold each other tight tonight
tonight
tonight
tonight
tonight...

OOOOOOOOOOOOH KAY!

i’m getting prepared ... podcast will be recorded this week ... i think on thursday ... thursday was always a good day for podcasting ... so i will sum up the trip and i will dedicate this podcast to a very special pesterette ... gwendolyne from baton rouge louisiana ... =D

oh and finding that song of the day today, ireminded me on vanilla ice ... not the cool stuff ... the „rapper“ from 1990 ... and that reminds me of the supposably silliest tattoed guy in tattoo history mr. ice cool ... and he’s german *sigh

ok, this was a short teaser on what you’ll get (hopefully) on friday ... *fallen on the face by bowing*

artist: queen & david bowie
song: under pressure
album: hot space (funny coincede hah?)

pressure pushing down on me
pressing down on you no man ask for
under pressure
that burns a building down
splits a family in two
puts people on streets

bah bah bah bah bah bah
bah bah bah bah bah bah

that's o-kay!
it's the terror of knowing
what this world is about
watching some good friends
screaming let me out!
pray tomorrow takes me higher
pressure on people
people on streets

do do do bah bah bah bah
o-kay
chippin' around
kick my brains round the floor
these are the days
it never rains but it pours
people on streets
people on streets

it's the terror of knowing
what this world is about
watching some good friends
screaming let me out!
pray tomorrow takes me higher higher higher
pressure on people
people on streets
turned away from it all
like a blind man
sat on a fence but it don't work
keep coming up with love
but it's so slashed and torn
why why why?
love love love love

insanity laughs under pressure we're cracking
can't we give ourselves one more chance?
why can't we give love that one more chance?
why can't we give love give love give love?
give love give love give love give love give love?
cause love's such an old fashioned word
and love dares you to care
for people on the edge of the night
and love dares you to change our way
of caring about ourselves
this is our last dance
this is our last dance
this is ourselves under pressure
under pressure pressure

TWISTING THUMBS

today i had a bit time on my hands ... heehee, you’ll soon understand, why this is funny ;D
anyway, someone tries to pester me into doing another podcast ... well, i am thinking about it, but you know what ... to pester someone involves more than ONE twitter post ;D ... so drown me in requests and i might record it =D

until then i suffer from being back to work ... which i knew would be dreadfull but not as dreadful as it was. i cannot tell you about the wonderful things that happened during my absence, because i need the material for the podcast that i hopefully will record, if someone finally starts pestering me ... *sigh, anyway, so last week, was my first week back at work and it was horrible ... i had nothing to do ... literaly nothing!!! ... the sun was shining, the weather was excellent and i was trapped in my little fishtank office. now some of you might say why haven’t you posted something... or why haven’t you wrote the next breakthrough lesbian novel ... all i can answer to that is, you obviously never had an encounter with a real nothing to do ... this evil desease sucks every single bit of energy out of your bones ... i even hadn’t enough energy to be pissed ... well i was pissed a bit ... but most of all i was tired ... sooooooooooooooooo tired ... well finally on friday afternoon someone showed up and gave me something to do, so my weekend wasn’t all that horrible, because i was looking forward to today, to FINALLY work again ... no! there is no need to call a doctor, some of us like the things they do ... if there is something to do ...

well and today i was so excited about my job, that i finished it around noon ... yes, sometimes i am a little bit dumb ... but most of the time i’m brilliant ... wait until i’m back to working each day ;D

so this afternoon i had a bit time on my hands ... =D ... and i surfed the internet a bit, and i found an interesting site about finger yoga ... see, i told you it gets funny =D

so and because i highly recommend lissome fingers, i think you should visit the site too ... if you have a bit time on your hands ;D

nico's highly recommended finger yoga site

what? what’s the use of lissome fingers??? ... well until you haven’t sent me a notarized copy of your id to approve you're over 18 i would answer this with: to write a podcast request =D

and because i am in such a sentimental mood the song of the day is

artist: t.v. carpio
song: i want to hold your hand
album: across the universe soundtrack

oh yeah, i'll tell you something
i think you'll understand
when i'll say that something
i wanna hold your hand
i wanna hold your hand
i wanna hold your hand

oh please, say to me
you'll let me be your man
and please, say to me
you'll let me hold your hand
i'll let me hold your hand
i wanna hold your hand

and when i touch you i feel happy
inside
it's such a feeling that my love
i can't hide
i can't hide
i can't hide

yeah, you've got that something
i think you'll understand
when i'll say that something
i wanna hold your hand
i wanna hold your hand
i wanna hold your hand

and when i touch you i feel happy
inside
it's such a feeling that my love
i can't hide
i can't hide
i can't hide

yeah, you've got that something
i think you'll understand
when i'll feel that something
i wanna hold your hand
i wanna hold your hand
i wanna hold your hand
i wanna hold your hand