I FUCKED UP!!!

supreme!!!! ... i am sorry i disappoint you this much, but i will not be able to upload a podcast today ... i could say the evil migraine i had yesterday melted my brain somehow ... but would that make you forgive me? ... i mean at least i tried ... maybe it is because i didn’t do a podcast in a while, maybe it is because i am pressuring me to much ... yes i know, you, yes YOU are pressuring me too, but trust me, i’m pressuring me more ... and that’s probably the reason, why i can’t upload the crap i produced yesterday ... i wasn’t focussed, a was drifting of, there is a horribly long pause where i totaly lost track ... no i will not edit that out ... i am editophobic!!!! see ... i get pantomimic herpes just by thinking of it ...

*sigh ... but i found out a few things about this kpp project ... it is unpossible to do it in just one sitting ... and the other good thing i found out by recording it, i think first i should do something about the people i met ... if i start with all the stories that happened, i get lost we say, i get from the branch to the twig ... i get lost, carried away ... i mean you know how i tell stories ;D ... anyway, i’ll sit down and do another one, tonight, i promise to try my best ... don’t be mad at me ... please *bambieyes

sad song of today: sorry
artist: feist
album: the reminder

i'm sorry
two words i always think
after you've gone
when i realize i was acting all wrong

so selfish
two words that could describe
oh actions of mine
when patience is in short supply

we don't need to say goodbye
we don't need to fight and cry
oh we, we could hold each other tight tonight

we're so helpless
we're slaves to our impulses
we're afraid of our emotions
and no one knows where the shore is
we're divided by the ocean
and the only thing i know is
that the answer isn't for us
no the answer isn't for us

i'm sorry
two words i always think
oh after you've gone
when i realize i was acting all wrong

we don't need to say goodbye
we don't need to fight and cry
we, we could hold each other tight tonight
tonight
tonight
tonight
tonight...