OUTCH, OUTCH, OUTCH

ok, i haven't broken my hands. but i have a musclecat. it isn't as bad as i expected, but it is there. and it is wandering. but first to the cause of the handicap. my first kickboxlesson. it was fun. i think it is more fun than it's good for me. i'll have to watch out otherwise i'll hurt myself ;D so i learned to jab with my left hand. (yes i am a rightie) and punch with my right one. besides that i learned i have a coordination like a dead pig. i just cannot keep my fists up, my shoulders down, chin back, duck a bit, stand on the balls of my feet and all that at the same time ... i mean even the position of the thumbs is complicated. outside, or you'll break them. and not to far up, or you will poke someone in the eye ... if that would matter when you hit his face!!! anyway, we didn't fight. the only fight i fought was against my funny bones, that refuse to do the things i want them to do. but it was great. i sweated my little ass off ... the one that will become even nicer in no time because of this kicking. i mean you lift you leg, hold it there, and kick 50 times. after 35 it feels like someone is putting a knife into your cheek. have i mentioned i had to do it 3 times, with each leg? this christmas someone will need no nutcracker ;D
anyway ... i loved it. even though i am not satisfied with my performance and i have to learn really fast to twist my foot during kicking, otherwise i will break my knee. next lesson will be on friday. up to then i will do a bit shadowboxing to get myself better coordinated .... hmmmmmm, who would have expected it would have this much in common with dancing? oh, speaking of training in front of a mirror. you sweat like hell in that course. here is my advice. choose your trousers wisely. don't wear anything that darkens when it gets wet. light grey is evil, when you have to concentrate on 7ooo different things and suddenly realise that you look like you have peed your pants. i think i have to get myself some equipement ... YAY! i LOVE equipement =D

and even though it isn't this bad, the song of today is this:

artist: skunk anansie
song: twisted (everyday hurts)
album: stoosh

i cried on my blood day
there was nothing that i could hold on to
just a line could have helped
remind me of you, of you

i screamed till the blood came
i was living in a cloud of hope
lover's kiss,
then they mak a wish to the end,
they pretend

cause everyday hurts a little more,
and everyday hurts a little more
and i'll do anything
yes i'll do anything
to belong, to be strong
to say there's nothing wrong

everyday hurts a little more
'cos everyday hurts a little more
and i'll do anything
yes i'll do anything
to belong, to be strong
to say there's nothing wrong

everyday hurts

i cried to the sunlight
would i fake all the times i loved you
just a play in game
i twistedwith you, with you
i need to believe you
sacrificed all the lies we made up
how we kissed
then we made our wish to the end
to the end

cause everyday hurts a little more,
and everyday hurts a little more
and i'll do anything
yes i'll do anything
to belong, to be strong
to say there's nothing wrong

everyday hurts a little more
'cos everyday hurts a little more
and i'll do anything
yes i'll do anything
to belong, to be strong
to say there's nothing wrong

everyday hurts

time made me confide in you
so contrived were the words you sold me
now nothing can swallow
the feeling so shallow inside

cause everyday hurts a little more,
and everyday hurts a little more
and i'll do anything
yes i'll do anything
to belong, to be strong
to say there's nothing wrong

everyday hurts a little more
'cos everyday hurts a little more
and i'll do anything
yes i'll do anything
to belong, to be strong
to say there's nothing wrong

everyday hurts