PROBABLY MY LAST POST FOR 2006

that's why i decided to show you all (not only edilma) me in my bathing suit =D

and even i know you don't believe me now, i am very happy to met you all. thank you for making fun out of me. thank you for ignoring my misspellings, my bad grammar, my bad manners, my sometimes a bit weird sort of humour and most of all for encouraging me to go on with that podcast thing. you don't know how much fun you gave me and i'm sad because i don't have the right words to tell you ...

but i hope i will survive my mothers attempts to make me explode ... i try to sleep as much as i can, that's the only chance to keep my mouth empty for longer than a minute ;D ... and if i am still alive after silvester i hopefully to find you all back on your blogs.

what do you think about comparing our gains of weight on jan 2nd? ;D

big gay hugs to everyone and especially to you =D

and to make sure nothing will change, here's my sentimental song for my absence

artist: my chemical romance
song: cancer
album: the black parade

turn away,
if you could get me a drink
of water cause my lips are chapped and faded
call my aunt marie
help her gather all my things
and bury me
in all my favorite colors,
my sisters and my brothers, still,
i will not kiss you,
cause the hardest part of this,
is leaving you.

now turn away,
cause i'm awful just to see
cause all my hair's abandoned all my body,
oh, my agony,
know that i will never marry,
baby, i'm just soggy from the chemo
but counting down the days to go.

it just ain't living
and i just hope you know
that if you say (if you say)
goodbye today (goodbye today)
i'd ask you to be true (cause i'd ask you to be true)
cause the hardest part of this
is leaving you...

cause the hardest part of this
is leaving you...