TALKS # 10 - WEAK AS I AM

i think my body contains too much testosterone. i tested it the last few days, and it is obvious! i'm a weakling! especially when it comes to suffering from a respiratory infection. then i transform into a whining bunch of sniffling meat - typical male behaviour, it must be too much testosterone and i'm scared of that.
but honestly! this cold nearly killed me. my head hurted, my ears hurted, my whole body was aching! do you know, there are 128 bones in your hand, each one! and there are joints who allow them to move. so imagine yourself with two hands with 256 joints and every single one of them hurts! that's not funny at all!!! down there is a commentbox where you can tell me how pity you feel for me. plus, i lost two days of my life to sleep... and that's not fair! and these ridicilous hallucinations i had during that fever-attacks were not at all a decent trade-off for this loss. so as always, when i am cursed to breathe only through my mouth i was lamenting! no wonder i need sad lovesongs to make me feel better. and because my dear tOni prefers to go to a bachelorette-party than play her promised lovesongs to me, i had to do it all by myself. be kind during listening, and be even kinder with your critics, because i'm still very very vulnerable *bambieyes

so if your immune system is alright and you have stocked up chickensoup, vitamins and tissues, we can allow you to listen _of course at your own risk - to the ministresses audio-gaydar

oh, and i have to add something about the book-thing. i think i don't worshiped this story enough. to explain it again, i think it is a really great move to combine the idea of a future society runned by homosexuals with a timetravel- and conspiracy-plot, i also like the "sampling"-thing which of course is not possible without a trip to the future, and last but not least it is a very nice written sexstory. and because this is only one of a lot of really good written stories in this book, i recommend it again... well to all the german-speaking dames reading this. it is called "bisse und küsse" make sure you get the first one! there is bisse und küsse 2 (not as good as the first one but still ok) and bisse und küsse 3 (disappointing) too. so make sure you get the right one!

and that was enough advertisment for this post! here's the tracklist of our lamentory podcast-session

forget about the world - gabrielle

i try - macy gray

you can sleep while i drive - melissa etheridge

il adore - boy george

time after time - cyndi lauper

almost happy - k's choice

rain - madonna

just let the sun - skin

glory box - portishead

lovesong for a vampire - annie lennox