will i ever find out how to make a goodlooking headline

anyway, i'm in the mood for a sad songs week. maybe it's just because vicky sent me this wonderful tori amos song *sigh
which i might also post this week, because it is soooooooooooooooo beautiful. thank you again!!! *sigh again... i even cannot imagine when there was the last time i took such a deep breath... na.. i can, there was something with a sunrise =D anyway...sad songs week: there are so many... all so beautiful... no wonder it's a neck-on-neck race from the start on...

todays winner is van morrison. to sad, village idiot lost... but don't be sad... well, maybe be... anyway, this ones also very nice

artist: van morrison
song: why must i always explain
album: hymns to the silence

have to toe the line, i've got to make the most
spent all the years going, from pillar to post
now i'm standing on the outside and i'm waitin' in the rain
tell me why must i always explain
bared my soul to the crowd eh but oh what the cost
most of them laughed out loud like nothing's been lost
there were hypocrites and parasites and people that drain
tell me why must i always explain

why, why must i always explain
over and over, over again
it's just a job you know and it's no sweet lorraine
tell me why must i always explain (alright)

well i get up in the morning and i get my brief
i go out and stare at the world in complete disbelief
it's not righteous indignation that makes me complain
it's the fact that i always have to explain
i can't be everywhere at once, there's always somebody to see
and i never turned out to be the person that you wanted me to be
and i tell you who i am, time and time and time again
tell me why must i always explain

well it's out on the highway and it's on with the show
always telling people things they're too lazy to know
it can make you crazy, yeah it can drive you insane
tell me why must i always explain.

why why why why